Al-Fatihah  

Friday, October 24, 2008

Semalam, Selasa 22 October 2008 bersamaan 22 Syawal 1429H, tamatlah perjalanan hidup seorang insan yang bernama Mohd. Haiqal bin Mohd. Hamzah.

setelah lebih setahun menderita penyakit cancer neuroblastoma, Eqal, menghembuskan nafas terakhir di pangkuan ibu bapanya di HUKM pada pukul 12.10pm...

i cant continue my entry on this topic first... so, for the time being, juz enjoy my lyric of the day...

DI MANA KAN KU CARI GANTI

Hendak ku nangis
Tiada berair mata
Hendak ku senyum
Tiada siapa nak teman
Kalaulah nasib
Sudah tersurat
Begini hebat
Apa nak buat

Di mana kan ku cari ganti
Serupa dengan mu
Tak sanggup ku berpisah
Dan perhati patah, hidup gelisah

Alangkah pedih rasa hati
Selama kau pergi
Tinggalkan sendirian
Tiada berteman dalam kesepian

Dunia terang menjadi gelita
Cahaya indah tiada bergema
Keluhan hatiku membawa derita
Kini kau jua tak kunjung jelma

Di mana kan ku cari ganti
Mungkinkah di syurga
Untuk kawan berduka
Menangis bersama, selama-lamanya


Cerita Aku III  

Friday, October 17, 2008

kepada yang tak tau, aku nih dah ada sejibik kereta... ala, viva kecik jer... kiut jer kereta tuh, walo kesian aku tengok kereta tu sebab jarang sangat aku cuci... bukan faktor malas (hahaa... alasan!) tapi sebab di Kuching nih selalu hujan... dah la jalan yang aku pakai ke office dari rumah tengah buat upgrade... ulang alik ke opis dulu pun slalu gak hujan...

tapi bukan itu cerita aku hari ni... cerita aku kali ni bermula ketika the very first meeting aku dengan director aku... in fact, 3 hari lepas...

waktu tu, sesi memperkenalkan diri seperti biasa berlangsung... and aku, dengan vogue nyer memperkenalkan diri... AD la katakan... omputeh memanjang... tersasul sikit-sikit tapi peduli hapa aku...

lepas sesi tu, kami meeting mengenai staf-staf lama nak pergi travelling... so diorang plan la all the route etc... tetiba

"tomorrow morning, you send me and sally (bukan nama sebenar) to airport... around 10am," arah director aku...

"No probs," dengan confidentnyer aku menjawap...

"you bawak hillux or pajero office esok," dengan slamber nyer boss aku bercakap sambil melihat document kat tangannya...

"ek," aku dah nebes... nak berpeluh gak ku dibuatnya...(bukan sebab aku takut bawak kereta besar or even kereta office... tapi sebenarnya..)

then ada la sorang mamat nih, menyampuk... "boss, dia takder lesen boss!" then, semua mata memandang aku and dengan tanpa bersalah semua ketawa terbahak-bahak... termasuk la boss tu sekali...

malu siot! cis cis cis... kalo aku tahu, dah lama dah ku ambik lesen (yes, jijul... you win! :p ) dah la kena ugut takkan di comfirm dalam tempoh yang sepatutnya kalo takder lesen... huhuu...

waktu meeting tu terpaksala aku buat comment ala-ala artis "to tell you the truth, saya nih, takder lesen... dan dari situlah lagenda erryos, wak yang tidak berelsen bermula...

:P


Kasut John Bert... Astaga  

aku baru dapat info nih dari officemate aku... seriously, aku terkejut gak... aku serahkan sepenuhnya semua judgement kepada semua pembaca blog aku... bagi muslim, sama ada korang akan terus support barangan ini atau tidak... bagi non-muslim, sama ada korang rasa best mempersendakan agama orang lain atau tidak...







ps: aku ada sebijik jenama kasut nih! Astaga... i'll get rid of it lepas nih....


Kerja Baru...  

Thursday, October 16, 2008


Dengan tamatnya bulan puasa penuh berkah lepas, tamatlah tugas aku di salah sebuah syarikat telekomunikasi terbesar di Malaysia. Setahun empat bulan aku meneguk, menadah, menimba, mengorek, mengaut dan banyak lagi Me- macam-macam ilmu dan kenangan di situ. Yang manis aku kenang, yang pahit aku tendang... waseh...

Sekarang, aku bertugas di agensi lain, yang masih juga terlibat dengan syarikat-syaikat telekomunikasi dan multimedia utama di Malaysia ni... Setakat nih, JD utama aku juz memanaskan sofa di lobby office dengan pungung Jawa ku nih... huahahaa... tergeley-geley kat lobby, bak kata kawan aku... apa nak buat, dah aku ala-ala maskot kat sini.. hahaa...

walopun aku dah di brief mengenai kerja aku (officially belum) tapi sementara nih aku masih lagi menanti dan terus menanti cabaran dan tanggungjawap yang akan dipikul oleh pundak ku nanti...
next post, aku akan bercerita mengenai 1st day aku di office baru aku...

special thanks to siti, wong, bong, faris, wak, zizie, laura, jiji, timah and semua yang ku tak dapat list semua kat sini... its been a pleasure to work with you guys and all the best to all of you!


Hari Raya?!  

Tuesday, October 14, 2008


Sorry la, aku akhir-akhir nih jarang sangat nak update blog aku... aku tengah cuba focus on make-up kan aku nyer blog skrang nih... p setiap kali aku nak tukar antaramuka menatang nih, setiap kali tu gak aku stuck dengan kerje yang tak semena-mena datang... bak kata jijul, kribang tol lah!

Mesti korang semua hairan nape blog aku nih takder input pasal raya... sebenarnya aku beraya dengan pelbagai dugaan... kisah benar sewaktu hari terakhir puasa:

"ry, aku ada crita la tok," best friend ku mulakan siraman air sumpahan yang memadamkan kehangatan raya ku...
"napa, ada crita best kah?" dengan tone gossip king yang sesuai membawa watak poret nya aku bertanya...
"mak madah baju raya ko sik siap eh," best friend ku memberi khabar...

sakit hati aku! tau bile mak aku hantar kain tu? dalam bulan 6 lepas... maintain lak dier kata tak siap... kalo baju aku sepasang tak kesah jugak... nih lebih 10 pasang (untuk cousins and relative mak)!!! the day before tu dah call ngan orang tua pemintal-benang-yang-tak-sedar-diri tu, dier kata "owh, lom siap... esok pagi kamek ngantar semua baju ya"

tak ker korang benggang?! benggong sungguh!
bagi tau la awal-awal... and jangan la ambik comitment kalo takut tak dapat deliver... baju orang yang hantar bulan 8 and lewat, semua siap! dahlah aku tak dapat cuti raya langsung! cis cis cis...


Women Power  

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

aku tak tau lah... nak kata aku malas, tapi orang kata aku rajin... (mwahahaa... orang2 yang sama opis n kengkawan aku... takyah nak komen... hahahaa) Tapi aku memang sangat2 malas sekarang nih... nak keje pun aku perlu paksa diri... kalau tak, memang tak tersentuh langsung keje aku nih...

kawan ku cakap, maybe ni la syndrome saat-saat akhir keje... hahaa... maybe kot... aku perlu buat serahan tugas p payah tol ku nak buat. di opis, aku bagitau "eh, buat di rumah lah"... sampai rumah, malas la pulak... pagi2 before mandi tu, berazam hari ni perlu siapkan fail sekian, sekian... then, almaklumnye... sekian terima kasih la keje aku... hahaa...

aku dah setahun lebih keje kat sini... best owh... cume adela sekor dua beruk2 yang menyakitkan hati... other than that... best la... terutama my direct supervisor... seorang wanita muslimah yang mencerminkan kehidupan di zaman moden... dari beliau, aku belajar akan erti sabar dalam keje, try not to judge people, positive and yang paling penting, sibuk walo macam mane sekalipun, solat jangan tinggal... perlu seimbang la...

sesetengah orang mungkin mempertikaikan, alah, kalo dah "alim ulamak" sangat, pakaian litup semacam, nak bersukan or berakiviti yang memerlukan campuran laki n ompuan pun tak boleh pegang sikit pun, camner nak keje?! nak aplikasi "team work" lam aktiviti pun payah...
TAPI dari beliau, aku dapat tengok, laki dan ompuan bekerja, bergurau gila2, tapi masih di dalam batasan agama... pegang2 laki n ompuan? NO WAY MAN... even sewaktu kami buat team building... can u imagine that?! AND, the way dia kerja menjadi aku punyer target dalam career life aku... very effective and cepat...

WOW! that's the only word yang aku leh describe pasal dia nih...
WOMEN POWER!

tapi manusia tak lari dari kekurangan... tu biasa la... as long as kita leh perbaiki diri dari masa ke semasa... right?!


Heran eh!  

Nih ku dapat waktu aku lam kreta best friend aku... and sebenarnya aku tak faham lah... ape hal la tangga tu perlu buat macam tuh... ^_^?





Happy Birthday Memyselfandi...  


hahaa... aku malas nak buat statement yang aku dah setahun lebih tua semalam, p terpaksa coz ada orang tak puas hati sebab aku tak sedar diri dah tua... hahaa... (kureng hajazz korang

aku nak kongsi la sini sebahagian ucapan birthday yang ku dapat

Kak As :- Slmt pagi n b'sahur. Happy Birthday to you. Kakak sekeluarga doakan moga panjang umurmu, murah rezekimu n cepat dapat jodoh
me: thanks n Amin... akak ku siap merik 2 eCard gik ya...

Apis :- Oit kawanku. Hapy besday. semoga panjang umur dan cepat baligh. nikah cepat. hahaha
me: wakakakk... amin... tapi cha**k...

Mem :- Dah bergerek tk ka? Heh heh ;-) ps: happy bday B-)
me: ngegeh!

Jiji :- Birthday boy, pa plah tek?
me: biasa.... MAKAN!!! huahaha...
p/s: he called me bday boy for the rest of da day... ceh2.. hehe...

Lyn :- Happy birthday to U. makin membesar da kawan mek tok eh.
me: hehee... memang dah besa... perut pun makin membusung... T_T

Ina :- Hapi birthday! from: awg n ina.
me: yah, ya baruk... lokek li juak main kongsi2 gya!!

Nya :- rose padah kitak birthday ritok, so, happy birthday to you!
me: Aok... n makseh kitak...

Kak Yatie :- ku maca lam friendster ko birthday marek, lupak ku eh...
me: sedih eh, ya la akak ku...

Ee :- ku tok, ingat nak ucap birthday ngan N***, p since nya sikda, so, sikhal lah, ku ucap ngan kau ajak...
me: kedak ya ka bestfren?! hehee... thanks anyway...

Dan banyak lagi... tak dapat la nak masuk semua... macam la aku takder keje lain nak buat

btw, kalo korang perasan, omos semua doakan ku cepat kawen... aku masih mude belia lagi lah... harapan nusa bangsa lagi tuh... bagi can la aku enjoy... next year ok kot.. hahaa...


ma frenz..  

Friday, September 19, 2008

i'm so happy today, since my best friend got a job already... he will start duty on monday...

congratzzz friend!


Aku dah di BLOCK... T_T  

Wednesday, September 17, 2008


Aku tak tau la... Mungkin my current company terlalu effective atau camner... Untuk pengetahuan semua, aku akan berenti kerje... hehee... Alhamdulillah got another better job... Thanks to all my family, friends & lecturer yang sentiasa mendoakan aku...

So sekarang nih, kerje aku just buat handover jer... and kerje2 yang belum siap (dah overdue dateline... wakakakakk...) Tapi masalah lain datang pulak... maintain jer orang-orang HR and IT group block aku nyer password n ID... eii... camner la ku nak wat kerje aku... aku pun tak paham... pastu HR mintak bende2 yang aku perlu extract dari system (as u know, dah di block mereka) untuk membolehkan gaji terakhir aku di release mereka... hahaa... lucu kan, mereka nih...

and aku rasa, dalam masa terdekat, access aku ke komputer aku pun akan di block...
ponin pakcik eh!


Cerita aku II  

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Cerita nih terjadi sewaktu aku 2nd year di U aku... Waktu tuh aku baru berkenalan dengan this group of people, turns out to be my good friends now...

diorang semua satu apartment, tapi lain-lain bilik. selain diorang ada a few orang lain duduk di apartment tuh... biasa la kan, hostel U... semua campur2 faculty etc...

dijadikan cerita, hehee..., aku pergilah melepak di apartment tu since aku menyewa di luar campus. diorang tengah makan nasi kenduri yang ditapau oleh one of their housemate. Budak yang bawak tapau kenduri dari rumah tuh, Yunus (bukan nama sebenar), ajak aku join. Siap panggil nama full aku lagi tu... Aku hairan coz aku tak pernah jumpa dia sebelum nih di apartment tu. Aku dengan muka tak tau malunyer dalam bab makan2 nih, join jer... waktu tuh, cume si yunus dan kawan ku sorang jer tengah makan. Yang lain takder di rumah.

Sambil-sambil makan tu, sembang-sembang la ngan si Yunus nih:
(berikut merupakan perbualan aku... hehee... takder tokok tambah nih, since aku ingat sangat pasal aritu.)

aku: Eh, camner ko tahu nama aku ek?
Yunus: Aih, bukan ko best fren adik aku ker, Man?
aku: Ko abang si Man tu ker, Bila dia balik sini?
Yunus: Ha'ah... Tak tahu la bila dia balik sini.
aku: Kalau ko aku tak kenal... kalo abang Man sorang lagi, yang selalu dengan Kak Piah, (my senior di sekolah menengah) aku kenal sangat muke dia...
Yunus: Aih, AKU LA TU...
aku: ek!

(yes, u r right, semua family member best fren aku tu kenal aku, dari yang tua til yang sekolah, auntie die pun siap knal aku, p waktu tu aku tak ingat sangat muka diorang, except bapak kawan aku...)


Cerita aku...  

banyak perkara terjadi sepanjang aku tak update blog aku... emm... ntah laa... sikap malas aku datang lagi sekarang... hahaa... maybe sebab banyak sangat perkara unexpected yang terjadi...

entry kali ini, aku focus on perkara-perkara lucu yang terjadi dari last day aku update blog nih until sekarang... hehee... bak kata kawan aku, u shud post your funny experience kat your blog. then, here i am... hehee..

aritu, aku pergi kursus... since aku paling muder dalam kursus tuh (yang lain tuh manager & asst. manager yang tah brapa umur diorang...), mestilah aku maintain vogue kan, siap aku sorang jer pakai baju kemeja pink... hahaa... dan sentiasa menjadi bahan gurauan dalam bilik tuh... cis, hehee...

pagi tuh, aku datang lambat... paking penuh siot di TM Simpang Tiga tuh! dengan maintain-nyer aku masuk seminar room yang ada 15 orang tuh dan duduk di meja terakhir dan hujung sebelah kiri bilik.

owh, sebelum tuh, aku pergi ke sibu few months before ke kursus tu and aku jumpe this guy, he claims kenal aku since die super-duper-senior aku di U dulu... then kami tukar2 no telefon and aku kadang2 contact dier, and kami berbual as if dah kenal laaammaaaa... awie namanyer (of coz, bukan nama sebenar)

berbalik cerita kursus tadi, aku duduk di sebelah laki nih... agak muda gak... muka manyak ensem... hehee.. (that's for yon!) then aku tanya lah pasal dah lama ker kursus tu start and so on... die pun lalu rancak berborak dengan aku...

then aku teringat yang aku lom tau nama dier and he suppose tak tau nama ku gak... aku hulur tangan & "ops lupe, Erry. u?"

die dengan muka pelik and hairan, dia shake hand aku and kata... "AKU AWIE!"

Ya Allah, malu nyer akuuuuu.......... Aku terus jer kaber line, owh, aku kenal tapi takut salah orang and dier senyum jer! ARGH!!!


Song & Me III  

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

I dedicate this song to myself (hahaa) and our Malaysian athletic that will face their greatest challenge, THE OLYMPIC! Try your best!!! MALAYSIA BOLEH!!!

Ella - Standing In The Eyes of The World

Looking back all the years, all the sacrifice
If you want to be the best you've got to pay the price
You learn it from the very start just how hard you must try
'Coz if you don't spread your wings then you can't fly
Look at where you are today
Did you ever think that you would come all this way ?

Now you're "Standing In The Eyes Of The World"
Only moments away from what can be
There's a passion in the hearts of a few
ever waiting inside to be set free
When the time comes and your spirit
takes flight and you reach into
your soul and live it with all of your might
And there's no surprise that you're
(And everyone tries when you're)
"Standing In The Eyes Of The World"

Many have hopes and dreams that will not come true
And all of them left behind now they will live in you
Everyone feels the same once a day in the sun
But sometimes there is only room for one
Never ever been so near now the chance is finally here

And you're "Standing In The Eyes Of The World"
Only moments away from what can be
There's a passion in the hearts of a few
ever waiting inside to be set free
When the time comes and your spirit
takes flight and you reach into
your soul and live it with all of your might
And everyone tries when you're
"Standing In The Eyes Of The World"


Song & Me II  

VOICE OF TOMORROW

Just like a leaf, a leaf... blowing in the wind
Just like a bell, a bell... chiming cross the land
Just... like a little sparrow
Flying cross the meadows...
Flying cross the sea
Just like a sun from right behind the clouds
Bursting through the skies
It lights up everything there is

Just like a star, a star... shining in the night
Just like a flame, a flame... glowing in the dark
Just like the big blue whale...
Swimming cross the oceans
Swim the seven seas
Just like the sun from right behind the clouds
Bursting through the skies
It lights up everything there is

We will race right to the top
We won't ever let you down
We're the children of today
Voice of tomorrow

We will always do our best
In our future you invest
We're the children of today
Voice of tomorrow, you say...

Tomorrow... Tomorrow... Tomorrow
Voice of tomorrow (tomorrow)
Tomorrow... Tomorrow... Tomorrow...

Those who has the MP3 or know where i can find this song, please, please do tell me... love this song very much.. it was a NTV7's Voice of Tomorrow Theme song. the video clip has all the children in white robe/shirt...

update: I got the MP3 already!!! hahaa... soooooooo happy!


Song & Me I  

I started this August with a very beautiful song. A song that represent faith and love to/from god, friends, family or our love one, in a beautiful way...

Leona Lewis - Footprints In The Sand

You walked with me
Footprints in the sand
And helped me understand
Where I'm going
You walked with me
When I was all alone
With so much I no along the way
Then I heard you say

I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is filled with sorrow and despair
I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand

I see my life
Flash across the sky
So many times have I
Been so afraid ooh
And just when I
Have thought I've lost my way
You give me strength to carry on
That's when I heard you say

I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is filled with sorrow and despair
I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand

When I'm weary
Well I know you'll be there
And I can feel you
When you say

I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is full of sadness and despair
I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand x 2
Oooooo mmmmmmmm



p/s: dedicated to my friends and family... this song is based on infamous poem "Footprints In The Sand" by Mary Stevenson


PS2 & Me...  

Monday, July 28, 2008

Hahaa... guess what, i juz brought ps2 last week... hahaa... aku pergi KL untuk meeting... sepatutnya day-trip but aku bagitau boss, kalo tak kasi balik the next day, aku tak nak pergi... then terpaksalah boss aku kasi sehari (tapi ambik annual leave... tak dikira sebagai travelling day... ceh!)

at first aku nak shopping baju jer... tapi kat sogo semua tak best... nak gi tempat lain malas nak jalan sorang-sorang... jalan punyer jalan, naik turun train/lrt/monorail semua tuh, tak sangka sampai di loyat... ingat nak meli new set of computer... tapi... pulus tak cukup beb... jadi cukup la sekadar cuci-cuci mata...

cuci punya cuci, sesah punya sesah, ter'copet' gak ps2 sebijik! hahaa... I know, people will say, "ps2? it was so 10 years ago!" but, what the heck?! like jijul said, for pc gamers like us, console games are like kid's. Sorry console gamers!!! but guess what, I ADDICTED WITH PS2 now! hahaa... for a week, i didnt eat or sleep properly juz because of that damn ps2! hehee... i feel like my life tunggang terbalik this 2 weeks!

gosh, i need to 're-structure' my life back... darn ps2! hehee...

p/s: now i know why people like console game so much!


Covering duty...  

Friday, July 18, 2008

it's been very busy week... most probably because i need to cover my boss since she's not around this week...

huh... lots of things to do and now i can see how if i become boss... meetings here and there... decision making and so on... but to tell you the truth, i'm enjoying this week... i juz love the tension! hehee...


Berkaul @ RWMF...  

Monday, July 14, 2008

fuh... my 1st experience... both went to concert and Rainforest World Music Festival itself... DAMN HAPPENIN' MAN!!!


before this, i was planning to berkaul with my dearest friends... since this few year i always tertinggal ... so this year, i kumpul duit, runnin here and there to find ticket, but can u imagine, none, i repeat NONE of them went to RWMF this year... gosh, sikkan nak meronggeng sorang-sorang nak?!


finally, thanks to my students (god knows how old i feel rite now... ^.^ ) i went to the second nite with 'em all... at first i was like, gosh, sikkan nak berkaul ngan nemiak kecik?! but when i got there with them, they really-really know now to partaayy man.... there was this guy, gila pandey bertandak... (ku imagine giney dak ka mun nya train under bg ipen)... with all his move, body structure and innocent-good-looking face, he can become Bayu's First Male Solo Dancer... trust me!


at first, i wear jeans and .... let just say inappropriate wear to go to such place... (you dont want to know, hehee...) lucky me, my friend's bro got extra beach-party-type of pants and i berjalan-jalan topless!! hahaa... can you imagine that? erry, topless... eww!!! (i guess THAT's yon, ina, lyn and dee expression...) but than, i brought new pair of light green beach sandal (striking red pants and striking green sandal... OMG how ridiculous i looked like!!) and shirt... i still feel a bit silly but everythin went well in the end of the day...


hopefully next year, i'll be around and my friends can join me! Anyway, thanks to shela, dena, atiey, ee and wan, i had sooo much fun! hope you guys did just like me!


p/s: by the way, what happen in RWMF, stays in RWMF aa!!! :p


Memori di Penang I  

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

Di Penang, aku berjumpa dengan mereka… mereka yang memandang kehidupan sebagai satu sandiwara… sandiwara yang penuh kelucuan, kesetiaan rakan taulan, keutuhan perhubungan… aku mengagumi mereka… tanpa segan silu, mencurah bakti dan menghulur salam persahabatan… malah, mengerti akan berlelucon, tanpa mengabai akan adab pergaulan sesama rakan… mereka momo, mimi, dan mumu… seperti biasa, bukan nama sebenar… :-)

Kebaikan dan persahabatan yang terjalin bukan yang ingin ku perkatakan… bahkan watak-watak sampingan yang memberi nyawa kepada watak-watak utama itu yang ingin ku kongsi… iaitu peminta sedekah.

Kami bergelumang dengan makanan, bukan ku katakan sebagai mewah, namun cukup sekadar makanan pengalas perut yang memerlukan poket yang agak tebal… seduduk kami di situ, kurang dari 10 minit, seorang tua yang kudung kaki sebelahnya menghampir, meminta-minta barang sesen dua. Aku meneguhkan diri, untuk tidak memberi…

Kemudian, kurang dari 10 minit, perempuan tua, yang kurang sempurna anggota, datang meminta… sekali lagi ku meneguhkan diri, tidak memberi… dan begitulah, dalam beberapa minit, kami terus dihampiri dan dikunjungi dan aku terus meneguh diri dan mendegil diri untuk tidak mengasihani…

Akan tetapi, momo menghulur… tidak banyak… barang sesen dua… dan sentiasa memberi sekupang dua… aku hairan, aku disuapkan cerita dan madah sindiket-sindiket memerah dan memperguna mereka… lantas momo bercerita… sekiranya di bahagian depan sana, budak-budak yang sihat yang datang meminta. Dan yang ini, tidak mengapalah, mereka kurang sempurna semuanya.

Aku setuju memang ada sindiket yang kekadang sanggup mencacatkan orang kerahan mereka untuk meraih simpati kita. Dan ada juga, golongan peminta ini meraih keuntungan sehingga beratus ringgit sehari dan makin naik lemak untuk mencari rezeki dengan kudrat sendiri. Namun apa hak kita untuk tidak memberi… aku percaya, ada golongan yang benar-benar tidak mampu di luar sana. Aku juga percaya, ada anak-anak yatim yang sedang kelaparan di luar sana.

Kini, aku ingin mula menghulur… kepada yang memerlukan. Cuma satu ku berdoa, laknatullah kepada mereka yang mempergunakan golongan ini. Oh ya, ingin ku kongsi… suami rakan akak ku, dia akan menyuruh peminta sedekah itu duduk dan dipesankan makanan instead of dia memberikan duit kepada peminta sedekah itu. Mungkin ini juga cara yang baik… memberikan makanan daripada duit yang kita tidak tahu apa gunanya atau sekiranya ada sindiket mengambilnya.

Wallahualam…


Kepada Rakanku...  

Kepada rakanku…

Ku tahu, aku bukan kamu… dan kau menuduhku, ku tak mengenalimu…
Ku tahu, aku bukan kamu… lantas kau lari dari ku, atas dasar ku tak tahu…

Kini,
Kau tahu, aku bukan kamu… namun ku memahamimu…
Kau tahu, aku bukan kamu… namun ku mengerti akan dirimu…

Dan satu,
Ingat rakanku…
Selagi kau berlalu… ku disisimu…
Itu janjiku… sehingga takdir memisah, dari membelenggu…


Jalan Menuju KeNYA  

aku ada satu idea gila… ku ingat nak karang novel perjalanan hidup aku… em mungkin menggunakan watak perwatakan yang palsu… namun yang pasti, dengan jalan cerita sebenar yang tersurat di alam sebelum kelahiranku… yang telah ditentukan jalannya dan serta tapak lutsinar yang telah tertempa, yang cuma aku perlu meninjak mengikut tapak lutsinar tersebut dan meninggalkan kesan tapak kaki ku…

apa yang ku lihat, setiap manusia dan makhluk itu ada jalan nya sendiri… bersimpang siur dan kekadang saling bertemu di suatu titik perkenalan… tempat meninjak di sepanjang jalan itu memang telah ditentukan sejak azali lagi… tapak lutsinar itulah yang dipanggil sebagai takdir… tapak yang hujungnya membawa kita ke Yang Esa… namun, sekiranya kita kurang cermat, selalunya kita akan memijak terkeluar sedikit dari lingkungan tapak kaki kita, dan kemudian sedikit demi sedikit, terkeluarlah kita dari landasan itu…

aku bukan orang yang suka berfalsafah… jauh lagi orang alim yang bergunung ilmunya… aku sekadar seorang manusia kerdil, yang suka berfikir… mencari ketenangan di dalam kesibukkan diri… mencari kebahagiaan di dalam kesedihan hati, mencari nikmat di dalam ranjau berduri…

bagiku, jalan hidupku ini indah… penuh pelbagai warna… manusia berbilang perangai, ada jua bertukar rupa di sepanjang perjalanan… sambil berjalan, aku berharap, ku dapat mengingatkan diri, jangan jadi seperti sebahagian mereka, dan jadilah seperti sebahagian mereka…

kini, usiaku dah hampiri suku abad… tak dapat ku nak ukur, sama ada ku dah melalui separuh dari umurku, atau sepertiga dari hidup atau tidak mustahil, ku dah sampai ke penghujung umurku… sebagai manusia kerdil, ku hanya mampu berdoa, agar ku pejam mataku di dalam iman… ku hembus nafasku di dalam islam…


Kuching... I'm here....  

Friday, July 4, 2008

Hahaa... juz came back last monday from Langkawi+Penang+Kedah (kinda ngegeh owh?! ahakz) . Piles and piles of work waitin for me... its been four days already and only now i can update my blog... it's really painful four days but worth it coz my vacation turn out to be very very very fun!

maybe you wondering why i start my blog with LOL... its not because of i'm soo happy with my holiday or anything... it's because when i got back, the crazy-ol-backstabber-b***h quit already... hahaa... finally... life turn out to be nice again... it really not nice to tell you guyz who n what had she done... juz let those who know her share the happy feeling with me... hehee...


Langkawi... Here I COME!!!!  

Friday, June 20, 2008

Fuh, sik saba eh rasanya nak nunggu ari isnin tok... trip to Langkawi ngan zizie and da gang... best eh, best eh!!! tok kali pertama pergi sia... sik saba ada koleksi gambar di statue burung helang ya!!

I think, Its better for me to use bahasa melayu sarawak... and I'll wait and see the respond... in the end of the day, either my blog is english based, or sarawakian language based.

Hahaa... bak orang madah, mun kita sik makey, sapa gik nak... kinek semua orang makey english jak2... so sekali sekala, let's talk sarawakian malay!!! hehee... Although my mother-tongue is Jawa, mun makey bahasa jawa, sapa nak maca kelak... susah juak nak... nak nunggu comment/pembaca dari seberang, makseh jak... hehee...

Lupak, malam tadik kamekorg lepak di D'Ariz Cafe... TWO NIGHTS IN A ROW!!! hehee... pekena tom yam di sia... Kamek menyalahkan Mem sebab mengajak kamek ke sia!!! Sebagai hukuman, Mem, ajak kamek tempat lain agik... huahuahuaa... 1st nite i went out with Mem, Bonnie-chan, Rafie... Last nite ngan sidak Apis, Lyn, Afzan a.k.a Yon... Layann.................
So, giney2 pun, tunggu kamek balit lok aa................ and LANGKAWI, HERE I COME!!!!


p/s: cuti blogging for a week plus...


Al-Fatihah  

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Al-Fatihah to my friend's beloved sister, that peacefully took her final breath of Allah's air, last Wednesday...


Semoga Allah Mencucuri Rahmat Kepada Allahyarhamah dan Ditempatkan Dikalangan Orang-orang Beriman...


Al-Fatihah...


Dinner @the BANQUET  



Last nite, i went out wif my friend from high school... Rafie... not that rafie (jul, i know what you thinking... :P ) He just came back from Japan and last night tengada nya call...

So we went to all over Kuching to find new place to dine... I fetch him depan simpang umahnya...

me: Yo, Nama brita nuan? Apa embak payung ya, kedak ninek tua jak...
he: Damn you... Ujan rintis la... how are u?
me: aku sentiasa ok... where are we goin’? Ko dah makan?!
he: lom, juh makan... ku baruk ok dari demam... jet-legged...
me: ok, makan siney?!
he: got new place ka?
me: Jum survey... aku pun tengah cari tempat baru...
he: aku ajak tempat baru yang ko dah pernah pergi... bukannya nak baru survey kinek
me: cis, eh, ada kat area Jln Keretapi... banyak baru bukak juak...
he: oklah... boh pegi tempat bagus glak... aku makey loar pendek tok, malas ditanyak mak ku lak... baruk bait demam dah pegi jauh2...
me: since kita duak laki nak, so how about if we go to Two Bananas.... hahaa...
he: Macam-macam jak ko tok... ok, ku on jak...

We went there but unfortunately both of us 'kena halau'. They said they serve no food after 6pm... only drink... We were so frustrated (since we drive all the way to there already...) We wandering around and finally, we had our dinner @ the BANQUET... What so funny was, I asked the manager in-charge, "We looking for place to eat..." Sedangkan that IS a restaurant!!!

I recommend you guyz try the BANQUET... but make sure u bring extra cash since it's a bit costly.. We ate Sirloin Steak with Blackpepper Source and Lamb *sumthing* with chef's special gravy... It was DELICIOUS!!!



*Sirloin Steak



*Lamb *sumthing* --> forgot, (^.^)
-- before --



-- after --


KACHS @ Damai Beach Resort  

Monday, June 16, 2008

There are a lot of things happen this week... but so little time to write... anyway, just wait a bit longer, than i'll upload some pics of me, ma friends and our activities... fuh, didn't think blogging is so much work and fun at the same time... how u guyz maintain it, huh?!

last week, my friend called me and asking my help to organize family day event for her friend. since I dont have anything better to do, So, OK.


at first, i tot it was for company or sumthin, then when we discussed, i realize it really a family day for their OWN family... known as Kelab Anak Cucu Hj Sebli (KACHS). There are 9 families with 40 to 50 family members, gathered from all over Malaysia... The event takes place at Damai Beach Resort, last Saturday (14/6/2008).


Preparation:


Basically, the planning has been done earlier (god knows when, heheee) but I just join the judge group (thats how they called us) that Thursday, and suddenly they put my name as head in-charge and so on... I feel like hello... i know nothing... dont blame me if anyting go wrong ah...


The Day:


Tiring and DAMN HOT!!! Imagine, almost all day long sun-bathing tepi pantai... I think sun-block pun dah 4 5 lapis but still all of us got sunburn... Ana & Lyn iboh crita gik, dah kedak lobster panggang, yang bezanya, nya duak sikda sepit (except for ana kot, suka ngubit! aren't you?! hahaa...). Me? of coz la... dah ala2 tambi dah... T_T.

Being judges for a big family event is not an easy task... we recieve comment here and there (padah jak sia kenak komplen... nak owh... hehee). But luckily, we manage to minimize it by saying "Keputusan Pengadil Adalah Muktamad" --> Hahaaa... Jaik aku eh!


*cis, ana 'recover' in a day!! Me and afzan, still ireng glendeng deng till now... T_T


The Night:

At first, almost like disaster when all the 'event people' datang lambat than the audience... Hahaa... pity Apis (fyi, he's the president of the club) when he had to take over our 'role' as protocol people... (sorry buddy! :p ). But in the end of the nite, the function, KACHS NITE -glamour and glitters is a success...

The singing, dancing and performances are so happening... this group of people, are so talented and gifted... you'll be surprise if you saw one big family, almost all of them got talent...

The next day, we play volleyball. Then we enjoy ourself with poco-poco (even macho-guy like apis dancing with us!). It was my first time, (in fact, it was for all of us) but luckily the step are simple and easy... apis and his bros so lucu since they are not dancing, but stepping... Lyn & me modified poco-poco to clubbing dance and I called it as pochong dance (mwahahaa)...

Overall:

For me, it was a success... not the best, but still a good one... I enjoy myself very much, i guess Apis, Ana, Afzan, Lyn, Intan also feel the same way... We laugh together, work together, the foods and drink so nice, happening dinner, warming responds, and so on.. Everything feels like perfectly in place... The most important, I met new faces and be friends with them... To Apis, Lyn, Darlene and Ana, YOU GUYZ ROCK!! To Afzan & Intan, thank you very much!!!

Salute you guyz KACHS...

--> The Vogue <--

Apis, Me, Ana, Afzan, Intan & Lyn (bottom)

p/s: semua nang kachs-kachs *wink*... hahaa...


Second day of blogging...  

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

em... second day, two verbal comments from my friends,

1) Boring molah blog ya, it's like your daily diary but you allow people to read it, sooo no privacy...

2) Eh, y you explain your jokes and verbal expression you always use... sooo not funny in your blog...


my reaction? I just said, mana-mana, i share my daily story just for fun and pengajaran and my jokes funny when people that read it knows who am i...

is it true? Hahaa... guess so...


CMBA and Money...  

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

huh, what a day...

I know its only been hours since I started my blog, and to bluRr BluR, really appreciate your comment... tell me your contact num, maybe I blanja you nasi goreng... hehee... if you around here la... i know a good place...



ok, back to my day, before this, I am nekad bernaked (this is the way jeff & me express our determination to do sumthin... hahahaa...) to pursue my master and what in my mind is sumthing about IT, and doing research about *sumthin* (cannot tell a... =P ) under my respectful puan sharin. Then like two days ago, suddently one of my collegues introducing MBA to me...



Since my area of study is IS (information system), MBA's courses is not totally an alien for me... at first, it juz lalalaa (another expression that indicates "talk to the hand") and not really interested in that thing... than I went back home and I think over it during showering (I think you can guess how long I took my shower, mwahahaa...) and suddently I felt what a great idea, took sumthin difference field than my undergrades and makes my option wider. coincidencely, I like sumthing about business and planning and do something about decision making...



Juz now, I came back from UNIMAS and start to poret about the courses, duration of study and so on. i'm so glad when my friend told me his master's fee only around RM600++ per sem (fyi, he's doing master by research) and for us it's like, "alah, only few hundred per month and we got juta-juta leh..." (another expresstion that indicates we got a bit money... hahaa...)



Then, when it comes to CMBA offered by UNIMAS, the fees is RM17,760.00!!! OMG!!! cincai kira around RM4k per sem... sedih... How am I going to find that kind of figure in around 4 months... PTPTN confirm out, cannot pakai since it DAMN expensive, Loan also tipis harapan since i haven't permanent yet...



Then suddenly, on way back, my oldest akak, call me and said "erry, akak so buzy today, cannot email you Rossa's song la... tak sempat. Tomorrow morning I'll send it to you..." I said it's ok and I told her my prob and she kinda says eh, pinjam at Agro Bank la... both of us did the calculation over the phone, and with my friend's amazing kepala hotak in math helping me to remember all my potongan bulanan (hahahaaa... can u believe it? I dont even know that!!! thanks to him!!!), I kinda find solution about the money... pinjam RM* and bayar RM* per month. My akak cannot confirm it but it's ok coz the possibility is there!!! Huh, sooooo lega... feels like there's light at the end of dark tunnel (cewah!!!)... Ala-ala ada harapan bah!



Doa2 key aku aa... mudahan dapat eh!


My Journey begins here...  

Hi guys... (i doubt there's anyone read this, but who care... :P)

Since 4 years ago, i'm looking forward to start a blog. Finally, WALLAA... here it is... trying my best to share my story with others and hopefully can become a bed-time storyfor you guys and to those that willing to think and learn, can gain sumthin from it..

Since the day i wanna start this stuff, until now, there are a lot of things happen and i guess i change, not say a lot but i changed. One of my newest fren, mem, told me, "no lah, you are what you are. Any changes still means you are what you are... only experience makes you grown up". (dont really understand, tho... but maybe it's tru, who knows... hehee...)

I think, better I start with the infamous ASL, you know, the-boring-age-sex-location stuff.
Frenz call me Erry, turnin 24 this sept and origin from Kuching... a peaceful and clean meow-meow town. Up until now, ther are 3 stages in my life, first stage is zaman budak2 like 14y.o and below, second is around 14 to 19 and the third stage around 20 till now... i called it stage because each point in my life, i make a very big step (or decision like all the grown up say) that totally change my life and my prespective towards life. ..

I think thats enough for the opening... owh, in case you wondering where i'm gonna start my boring story, it will be on stage 3 and above... hahaa... those cerita lama, allow me to keep it to myself and all my bestest best friend... hahaa...

c u soon...


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